At the moment everything just seems to be a blur of appointments & visiting people or rushing to preschool & toddler groups, I'd love to just take a step back for a few days but the thought of two very bouncy children stuck in with just each other & mummy for company doesn't bear thinking about, I feel as though Im on a rollercoster, even the weekends when Gavin is home dont seem to make much difference, if anything things get more hetic, he is a wonderful father & will sit on the floor & play for hours, he also lets me lie in at the weekend but more often than not the guilt gets me out of bed shortly after him. its hard work being a mummy sometimes.

Keeley starts full time school in September & Murphy can start pre school so maybe I will get a little more time to catch up on thoses jobs which have been left for the past four years?? or maybe I can get back to college & finish thoses two courses I started in 2008 :)

Keeleys cochlear implant assessment was last week we are non the wiser yet.